This morning, however, I woke up and while I was still aware of the morbid thoughts of the previous night, it almost felt like I exhaled out this disease that has literally been making my life hell for over a decade. I;m so sick of this I'm so over it. I finally feel ready to put this behind me.This seems natural, I am not intimated at the thought of slipping, and it just feels like it's time I can finally get rid of this horrible burden.
I have been getting signs all around me the past few days. Certain quotes have really resonated and just struck a cord deep inside of me.
Socrates, i cant find the quote, but it goes something like "focus not what u don't want to be, instead, focus your thoughts and energy on what you do want to become"
(oh my god, it's like the universe is giving me a sign, just like it did all day today; I just found that Socrates quote!!!)
And of course,